Keseren's Game blog

Totally forgot that I forgot to post this up.

But I think the only detail of any mention is that one second before WoE ended, we got our hard-earned castle away from us. :| There was much rage going on a while after it ended.

Still, though, it was a good WoE. :)

And I missed the WoE on the 24th. I wanted some sleep. That was some good, good sleep. Apologies to my guild, though. @__@; I feel like they wouldn't need me anyway... (We have an assload of priests.)

Also, I quit Eternity. Derp.

Josh said that he and Jeff got tired of the server. And I didn't have anything holding me back to Eternity, so I quit too.

I had fun times there, though. :) Glad I joined for the small amount of time that I did.

I guess this means my main server is Essence* again!

*Totally put "Eternity" right there. I am not paying attention rofl.

Yeah so earlier today I was contacted by a player in Essence regarding the idea of joining the guild. He mentioned the following:

- level 170 assassin cross

- emperium breaker, dps, and precast build

- previously have played in WoE; last WoE experience was months ago

- can follow orders

- has no problem with cursing in chat

- can log on into Ventrilo when needed.

Now, I have no problem with these details. In fact, the guild is in need of emperium breakers, so that was one of the reasons why I invited him to the guild.

But, upon bringing him to the guild town, one of the people in the guild town (a stalker) had mentioned that they had SEEN this player earlier in today's WoE.

This makes no sense. Someone's story didn't add up.

And it wasn't the person who was the stalker. Proof: he had frapped a video of that day's WoE and uploaded it on YouTube. There is a very clear section where the stalker had attacked the new player during WoE.

The stalker also brought it up asking for confirmation on whether this was that person. And they agreed it was so.

It was a little disconcerting about this matter. I don't think I need to explain why.

(And not the monster. Hah. Hah. Hah. RO humor.)

I've just noticed that the main page is full of advertisements in the "newest post" box. /facepalm. And I was actually looking for cool posts talking about their latest adventures. :/

Anyhow. FFXIV is coming out! I hear it'll be amazing! I'm planning on getting my hands on that when it comes out.

On FFXI, I heard from my sister that they raised the level cap from level 75 to level 99. I thought that they weren't going to do that because magic casters could sub Red Mage and get Refresh and Convert which would make magic casters unbeatable and above the rest of the classes. My sister didn't really note the details about it, but we aren't too concerned with the change since we both had quit FFXI.

Huh, I just remembered... I have the deluxe Aion package and I haven't used it yet. I suppose I will start using it soon. And drag my sister to play with me considering she has a pretty high level character on there. I just want to get those cards over with.

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Today I went Mistress (it's an MVP/boss) hunting with Jeff and Josh. Unfortunately, the supposedly "high-speed" internet is--in actuality--really slow. So I was lagging for half the time I was logged in.

And it's not the laptop, even if its keyboard sucks and makes it impossible to type on the darn thing. BUT. I. SUPPOSE. IT. JUST. TAKES. GETTING. USED. TO.

(But really, this keyboard makes me want to just slam it against a wall.)

So I apologized to Josh saying that I was lagging and he seemed he was cool with it.

Cool.

So nothing much other than that in RO. I logged in for a good 10 minutes or so. Good times.

Just an update. Not like anyone really thinks about it though. But just noting.

So I haven't played Ragnarok Online (which is the only MMO that I've been playing as of late) seriously for a week or so.

And I just sometimes feel like my presence isn't really needed. After all, I play a class that is easily replaceable in any game (priest). Knowing that I really don't matter in a guild that I really thought I felt close to has put me into a very strange position.

1) To leave the guild officially and mayhaps leave Essence, which I consider as my main server. This would leave me to take Eternity seriously and/or use it as a main server.

2) To stay in the guild and just continue every-day business.

3) To slowly remove myself from the guild until I make a note that I am leaving.

And most likely I'll choose option 2. I don't really like making drastic changes where I have to completely remove myself from a server that I have been a part of for a good year (and then some).

And maybe I'm just imagining everything. Maybe everyone really does care that I have nearly disappeared from the game.

But who am I kidding? I haven't been much of a RO frequent these last couple of weeks.

...Fine, these last couple of months.

I can't really blame anyone for slowly removing me from the picture. But I sort of thought that I was a pretty good priest and would be missed.

But I only log on one day a week (sometimes two, but that was really depending on my mood).

And even if I were missed, then I would have been worried that my guild was treating me like a tool.

Sigh, I will always find something wrong with my RO life.

Part of me says that I should quit. But I would end up having to anyway due to school/education later on. I'm trying to get the best out of it right now.

Not really sure what to think. I suppose I'll write about this later.

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Yeah I don't really remember the setup I did for the previous WoE descriptions.

I wasn't there for long considering I was preoccupied for the rest of the day. So I was there for 30 minutes before I left.

It was Payon WoE and we were defending for majority of the 30 minutes I was there. It was pretty cool although we were getting murdered.

Yeah, this is a pretty late post, too. Unfortunately, I don't really remember much about it.

One person said that it was amazing and epic. And then someone else said that it wasn't that bad.

I'll go with the latter.